Aii Romance<3

aiiromance @ 2006-12-28T21:03:00

2006-12-29T02:05:46Z

I dont know whats wrong with me lately.. i dont care about just about anything.. i honestly really havent found happieness after me and stephanie broke up 2 years ago i just see girls as another peace of ass.. idk.. i i doint know whats wrong with me... im chillim im going to leave now with arlien from work and smopke a blunt then im going to ask her to take me to work so i can get my check... lol dale...

yaoo

2006-11-25T20:03:42Z

iight yo. so im going to work in like 30 mins and i worked last night to but omg damn dro i need to do my homework i have somehomework i need to do so i needget cracking yo... iight i will writye later i need to go peace..

aiiromance @ 2006-11-16T02:12:00

2006-11-16T06:12:06Z

Well what can i say.. umm yeah i started scool last week and umm i got hired at flanigan's.. so im going to school and now i have 2 jobs.. its tiring and busy and omg!
so yeah school is really fuck.. i enjoy it alot so far.. my classes are raw..umm yeah work is cool im a server at Flanigan's.. ummm i have a wounderfull girlfriend named Christina<3
shes amazing she makes me laugh alot she makes me smile and shes great to be around..shes my little chubaka eyebrows..<3 aii how much i miss her.. i want to see her right now.. i really havent seen her since like saturday.. its now wednesday.. i hope to see her tomarrow after work if not i reallu dont know what im going to do if i go another day with out seeing her.. she really is great.. she knows my past and she doesnt care who i was she cares of not who she has heared about of who i am with her i treat her great she really is a keeper and umm.. yeah the other day i bought her flowers and it was fun i spend the day with her the other day her family loves me.. there cool meeting her dad was wierd.. im not going to lie it was crazy.. but whatever ok i really dont want to write anymore.. umm imm going to jump in the shower dawns on the way over here and she is going to smoke a blunt of purple haze with me in like the next 10 to 15 mins soo yeah im kinda happy about that..well peace..

Willie
-N-
Christina<3

PARTY TODAY!!!

2006-10-28T21:06:30Z

well hey hows everyone doing out there whoever the fuck u are whoever the fuck reads this i like writing in it cuz i feel like it.. so fuck u..umm yeah today is Saturday and i have 3 Halloween parties to go to what a mission to get my costume.. i wanted to be a dino. but i couldt find the outfit.. fuck bro but whatever after 2 days of searching i settled with the banana.. i am going to be a big fucking banana for Halloween.. its raw.. idk..
like really idk.. so yeah umm what else has been happening? ummmm ohh yeah Delmy Fernandez has been talking like the mad shit of life.. like idk i miss her but i dont.. idk ummm fuk her and her friends. I never meant to hurt her... i don’t like to hurt people i hate that.. but im not going to pretend im happy im sorry.. i know it sounds very asshole ish but umm i did like her.. but the romance died i guess it wasn’t there. maybe in the future if she wants we can try again idk.. but im not going to keep dating her and pretend im happy.. sorry.. and she fucking says i used her for sex.. rrright. i used her for sex when all i have to do is make one quick ass phone call and i got my balls being licked and fucking the shit out of this girl.. "the girls name will not be rev.."
like i don’t know on another note

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chillin ohh yeah i cant wait to hit up the party’s im fucking going tobe wasted dawww like really im going to be trashed today in a costume omg its going to be so much fun i know everyones going tlove my banana costume.. its raw.... idk.. whatever.. well hopefully i meet like 38965029345y6 hawt hoes.. i would mind fuck it im single.. fuck that im funna have fun... whatever.. umm i thin i might stay single for a while idk till another girl comes to me im not looking anymore fuck that.... im letting this one come to me..
ummm yeah,,,,
banana's Rox!

_Willie

heii

2006-10-11T23:10:36Z

heii journal thing..
ok i have had alot happen to me umm well today i took the ged and i waited for stephanie to pick me up from school we came to my house and talked shit for 3 hours... and so she went home umm yesterday i studyed for the ged and went to starbucks.. umm this week or the past week umm julie and i broke up.. it was my fault but i feel like i had to i would feel like a dick if i didnt i would feel like i wouldt care about her rather tell her now then never.. will we get back idont know.. im chillin now i really dont want a girlfriend, if they come around then iight.. but im not looking and i have had alot of girls it on me cuz of the mohawk damn i love this mohawk.. i had some random girl give me her number at the gass station cuz she thought i was super cute... but i fucking lost her number.. she was really really really pretty and she bought 2 phillys so u know what that means she smokes!! fo sho my own little smoking buddy.. lol idk im bored man.. i feel like shit... idk.. welll yeah ill write more later..

full of thought

2006-10-02T06:01:51Z

I believe there’s a place where the restless souls wonder
pardoned by the weight of there own sadness
they wait for a chance to make the wrong things right
only then can they be with the people they love
sometimes a crow shows them the way
because sometimes love is stronger then death...

..Willie Davis..

Heii

2006-09-08T18:24:15Z

i dont know.. i mean i am trying to cope with everything im more chill liek im not going to lie mentallty im still going threw what i was befreo but i am still trying to push everything off and hide it all... i dont know why but hey whatever.. so yeah my girl says hope nothing changes and then she says she not happy that this is not what she wanted.. i just hope she did the right thing..cuz im sorry but taking her virginity from her was a special thing.. and i hope she did it with the right person.. well itsa little to late right now.. but if shes insecure about it thinking now that she gave it up im leaving im not like that if i leave it will be for something more serouse i dont know what she thinks about life.. i hope she dont think im like those guys that fuck and leave cuz first if i was one of those guys that fuck and leave i wouldt be sitting here talking to u almost everynight and i wouldt worry about what u think or i also wouldt have waited so long.. i would say shit straigh up..i dont give a fuck im like that if i want a fuc ull know ill tell u "ay hoe i just want a fuck whats up?"
lol like that.. like 50 says
"clothes off face down ass up come on ha ha"

Aii i hope she not thinking that ohh and about ur other entry if this is not what u wanted cuz u feel like we arnt dating that sucks for u.. its ur fault not mine i would take u everywhere i go and i would take u to the end of the world but its not my fault u cant go out mon- thursday and fri-sun day u have to be home at 12.. thats u not me! i just wish u could do all that stuff then u would have met the rest of my family my true freidns.. but thats all on u by the way.. sooo yeah next
=

im watching the rerun of the VMA's and some random ass guys jumps on stage and starts saying somthing about mtv doesnt show his video or some shit! lol how funny i wanna go next year to the vmas so i can do that 2 i wanna jump on stage and be like yooo ay hoe's its www.myspace.com/willieroxagain
FOSHO!!!
lol and ill be like ayyyy its Willie Rox Nigga!
peace

lol aii im bored iight im funna ride, late

..Willie Rox.<3

Aiii....

2006-09-04T01:12:08Z

ok.. to be quite honest with yall.. i have been in the weirdest moods lately.. like i dont know ill get mad over any little thing or like ill wake up moody and there has just been times where i sit down and think is this how i should be running my life is there something more to it what am i missing and alot of stuff i sit down and think about like and i havebeen feeling so confused like i dont even know who i am anymore.. i have been about to fight some 16-17 year old little kids being dumb its just that man.. i dont know why i have been like that and last night i was drinking like a crazy motha sucka for titos birthday i was so drunk i almost cried thinking about my past and shit and just thinking of things i do of past people of present and how things arte going i was talking to aubry almost all night and drinking like crazy and drinking..and bro i wish to frink till i cant feel feelings anymore.. feelings is what makes or breaks the person.. i hate it life is so much more then that i should be enjoying my life i should be happy but im not.. why?!
liek i dont mean to be an emo bitch but talking to aubry last night i know its something talking aint going to help its somethingin my head that i must overcome.. its some personal issues.. im a litttle overwelmed with everything going on....in my life.. hold on i need a cigg........ ok so yeah what was i saying yeah people they just wont understand and me im never going to understand .. yeah life.. all i want to know is
Why?
why me have i not suffered enuff ?i guesss i have to keep suffering to find out why maybe in the end ill be a stronger person... i dont know... i wish i did.. but i dont .. i guess god knows whats going on and he will help me threw even the ruffest times.. he will be there and so will i.. i will over comething.. all i have been doing today is being in my room listening to music just looking at my roof.. and outside my room in my house theres a party.. and me i have been in my room listening to deftones. strokes taking backsunday motion city soundtrack.. emo shit manwell not all emo but yeah like chilling thinking music andi have been thinking of everything from school to back in 5thgrade from current school to old teacher old fun old drama old fights new fights old girlfriends new girlfriend<3 and just everything i relived my life in one day i relived my parents divorse my brother fighting cancer everything like everything everything.. and i dont know why i feel this way.. what have i done wrong in my life? what is it im doing wrong how can i improve it how can i better myself?
i guess we wont know till it happends and im ready to face it.. ok enuff with the emo shit im go to contine with this.. im going to get the fuck ofgff this shit before i go into detail and tell u everything i have been thinking about and everything i feel and everything this will be a fucking 3498739087pages... ok late...lol

Willie

titos birthday

2006-09-01T05:48:07Z

so today was titos birthday and bro we had so much fun we went to the mall first to pick out a gift for tito then we went to his house played alot of video games then we went to chillys and dranl and dranl and drank and drank and drank and drank it was 2 for one night so i ha dlike 8 margaritas and like 4 shots im so fucking drunk shit i love it! well im not so much anymor ei have a really bad stomach and head ack.. aii i dont know but i want to see my girlfreidns liek really badly... i love her like alot...aii... fuck the rest.. peace
to drunk for this sohit

...WIllie Rox..<3
<3 julie

aiiromance @ 2006-08-23T18:14:00

2006-08-23T22:33:49Z

Hey... hows it going i dont know why i act like a little bitch everytime i have to go to probation its just that i guesss i know they have the powerto lock me up over anything..well who cares, i dont want to bore u.. u know what no i feel like talking about this iof u dont like it get the fuck off my live journal.. so yeah i guess its the power that they have if they want they could lock me up for being to tall.. idk.. but eyah i went and they wanted me to pee in a cup.. and i passed the drug test.. but yeah umm nothing i got to see my girlfriedn yesterday and i feel bad cuz yesterday didnt go as i wanted it to.. i wanted to go with my girl to the park and sit unde a tree and just for it to be us two and we can talk and ill put music on my phone and we could just be 2gether.. ok so it didnt go how i wanted it to she got to my grandmothers house and we were helping my lil brother and cuzin with there homework.. then i had to go on a missin to find my little brother then after that i went to go see who the fuck was messing with my little brother so i spoke to the kid that was picking on him and shit and he wanted to fight but my brother was like i dont want to fight.. whatever he was being a little bitch but i told him if he fucks with him today to stick him in the mouth., and if anyone jumped in illgo back to school and have him fight the kid that jumped in and then re fight the other kid,, no one wil pick on my lil brothers as long as im alive i wont let it happen like it used to happen to me.. i had to man up by myself.. ididnt have someone to have my back.. but whatever thats besides the point so yeah... after that we went home and my grandmother cooked and we ate and she went home i mean i at least got to see her but its not what i wanted it to be.. i wish that it went how i wanted it to, butat least i got to see her and im happy for that.. i am really happy with her... and im sad cuz i cant really see her i see her once or twice a week thats not enough..i really love this girl buti feel like sometimes she soesnt want to be with me.. like idont know how to explain it.. but.. it has happeend to me befroe and what i loved the most affter our missin onf helping all my little brothers and cuzins aftert we got back i was sweaty and i looked like shit and she told me she loved me.. ..awwww she loved me even if i looked like shit.. shes a very sweet girl.. but yeah
OK
on another news madden 07 came out yesterday and i want it!! i wanna play it im going to wait till 2marrow to see if i can rent it at blockbuster..i really want to play it and my girlfreind fucked with me she said she bought it and shit and shes all like ohh u wanna borrow it? im like FUCK YEAH!! then shes like to bad i dont have it.. i was likeWHAT!!! its over for fucking with my heart like that ! i can have a heart attack u know!!! lol aii but shes awsome.. and umm shes getting me 2 little turtles (Travis& Amber) ones a boy and the others a girl.. yay!! so yeah im going to stop writing in this now.. eww i like live journal its fucn to sit here and write bullshit about twhat happeend to u and its fun cuz u get to relive the moment in ur head..its cool well yeah .. im going to go play some Need For Speed MOST WANTED / or Tekken 5... so yeah later
peace

W<3J

..Willie Rox..<3

feeling at this time

2006-08-22T12:51:56Z

look to be really honest in like 45 mins i have to go to my probation office and go sign in and tell her what i have been up to and hell her where im working and all my info.. i havr to check in to the fucking government fuck them! well i hate going to that place.. i always get scared when i know they cant touch me cuz i have been good all my payments are on time and i dont do drugs so theres nothing they could do to me so , whatever.. i just hate going its so lame.. so wish me luck and if i dont come back later 2day or 2marrow then pray for me ill be locked up... nnaaaa nothing will happen they aint got shit on me.. lol well i dont know im tired and shit my girlfreinds in school and uhhh!!!!! ohh welll ok guys im going to be off ill check in later..ohhh and i havent told u guys i really love my girl shes something new,... shes something oamazing ,out of this world.. shes the best.. but yeah im not oging to flatter her... cuz then she will think she has the upper hand... i wear the pants!! lol just kidding ok guys hit me up sometime..

text/call
546.5637

..Willie Rox..<3

aiiromance @ 2006-08-10T03:09:00

2006-08-10T07:12:17Z

I tumble and fall for you..<3

.

.Willie Rox..<3
-N-
Julie <3

life

2006-08-06T21:03:26Z

so yeah im here at home waiting to see my girlfriend watching a xioalin showdown mer... non stop
but yeah this girl is like no other girl shes special.. shes cool funny she likes the things i do she likes to sit and listent o music with me she plays videogames with me she loves to watch movies.. its awsome even if we do nothing all day shes happy cuz she was with me.. this girl is amazing i reallyn like her i think we will go a long way we get along so well.. and i will start school soon im so happy i already applyed and all that stuff im soooo happy... yay!!! and ill be getting off probation this month.. so i go to school got a girl and im getting a job while i get off probation!!! im gappy as fuck!! i couldt ask for my life to go any better!!! woot woot..
ok so im going to go xiaolin showdown is on.. later

brain storm of feelings

2006-07-31T01:16:41Z

ok so where do i begin..
ok well i dont know how i have been feeling lately.. my life i feel like its a little in the mix i feel like everything is not going acording to plan i didnt htink my ex (Demzy) was going to give me some bullshit excuse of why we broke up.. someshit about i care tomuch.. who the fuck cares 2 much?? well whatever like jay-z say i got 99 problems but a bitch aaint one..lol well yeah so its not about getting another girlfriedn cuz i can fine like 5 of them in one day.. i want someting seriouse i want to be with someone and i want to feel like we are seriouse.. i dont know if we are going to go far in to the future cuz no one ever knows that.. but i want to be seriouse i want to have a girlfriend that i can play jokes on and she will laugh at them and do them back i can scream at cuz she fucked up and she will scream back lol i want to have something special i want a girl that i can call and say hey baby i miss u and she wont take it for granted i want to buy her things and she will love them.. i want her to be my number one.. pause!
"i have to say i kinda kinda fucked up with this girl demzy.. but not really the relationship was all about her and what she wanted and what she didnt like and blah blah.. but this blog will not be about her so...never mind that.."
as i was saying earlier, i want a girl i can be with and smile with and we can sit and share secrets and we can watch the sunset and the sun rise at the beach .. i can sit and enjoy life with, i have to admit i dont know what i want in life.. i just met this girl she's a pretty cool chick her name is Julie, nothing to seriouse yet.. we are just talking and stuff getting to know eachother.. i like her and she knows that..so we are going to see where that goes.. im taking life one day at a time.. and theres this other girl that i really care about her name is Janet but me and janet always seem to be fighting about everything.. shes a cool girl but it seems to me that we sometimes cant even be friends.. i know she cares about me i care about her 2.. i dontknow its a long thing between us we have been threw alot.. and i have to admit i havent really been the best of friend with her..i also feel like girls have the wrong idea about us guys.. think we are players or we are dogs.. i ahve to admit there are a few that are.. but dont judge us if u dont know us.. im not like that.. just RRRRrr whatever.. ok so like i was saying yeah i just want to take life one day at a time im int he progress of getting my high school depl. and savinf money to get my car going and im looking in to go to a college very very soon..i want to study Game D. i want to be making games in the future and testing out the games and all of that... i love doing that and something ill fall back on will probobly be real estate they get alot of money.. and yeah thats what has been going threw my head lately... alot of diffrent things and i have to admit im dealing with it fairly well...

like they say..

SMile life goes on..<3

..Willie Rox..<3

aiiromance @ 2006-07-30T18:00:00

2006-07-30T22:03:01Z

ok.. im not really going to write in this right now... but later on today or tomarrow. im going to write how everything is going and how i feel.. this will be the start of my livejournal!!! damn here we go!

..Willie Rox..<3